Demi @demi@awoo.space

i woke up this morning and didn’t check twitter; i had absolutely no desire to.

between the various body aches, pains, and this oncoming migraine; i really don’t know what i did to deserve today

toss up for fav character in dropkick on my devil! is either medusa or beth

it’s good how really intense episodes of pain bring the suicidal thoughts closer to the surface and make everything so much harder to manage

want to be screaming; this hurts so much

what the fuck is going on today with my legs. this is awful, hands are starting to hurt more frequently too. really frustrating how limiting this all is

@Aleen so the longer i have this fitbit on, the more i’m liking the idea of a ring instead because of how damn uncomfortable it is

masto client problem?? consistency in which one is able to actually find and follow a particular person? searching handle@domain.name should work but doesnt and sometimes yields no results when one actually exists? dunno if this is because of instance prioritization or what but it sure is annoying

@demi going from ~150 people to ~30 is very different, as i don’t get to see as much interesting stuff but it feels more intimate

i am happy that my social network is much reduced here, there are a number of people i wish i could still connect with but overall it’s a nice change.

the best thing about changing social media networks is having to find and reblock all of the horrific people that you have had blocked for 10 years on twitter.

went to try writing an api wrapper this morning while watching tv and i had no desire to do it, doesn’t bode well unless i spend the rest of my life teaching instead of making new things