Demi @demi@awoo.space

being cold and in pain all the time is killing me, because nobody seems to be able to figure out what is wrong

love to be in agonizing pain

life is really awful

got a heart/sleep monitor to keep a better eye on my health and it’s misreading my resting heart rate by 20-30% — i guess i will have to give it a few days to see if it improves :/

it would be nice if i didn’t get lots of random aches and pains, but this is cool and new

i miss writing new and exciting software; i hope i am able to do that again.

cool, i got a shower in and some long outstanding chores before i started feeling terrible again and need to lie down

i feel slightly functional this morning so i am trying to cram everything i possibly can into this short window of time

trying to work out how to build an angels commander deck and realizing that “mayael the anima” as commander makes this very easy and could make this a lot faster

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sweeeet, it’s the monogamy vs polyamory episode followed directly by the conversation therapy episode

i am incredibly glad i got my sleep schedule back. cymbalta is a garbage drug, never want to see that shit again

trying my damndest to stage off a full-blown panic attack, just a typical saturday

the problem with getting really sick is that a bunch of diagnostic symptoms can be ascribed to other drugs you are taking.

for folx switching over to mastodon, there are a number of cross-posting services, but i started using http://moa.party today and it’s good.

mastodon but adding a time delay to all toots so they don’t immediately appear in federated feeds 😑

how is there no decent ios mastodon client that doesn’t scroll to the top of new toots when you refresh your timeline??

wow last time i posted here was before i went on medical leave