yo sorry i've been dead in posting for weeks, ive been super inundated with working on stuff and managing community stuff and it's been nice but also... a lot??? i've got some vid update stuff in the works but it's weird as hell not to actually have updates going up in the meantime. still feel residual bad over not maintaining my ridiculous work schedule from before, but i know it's waaaay better this way - i can actually enjoy my life normally lol