i might actually try disabling notifs on my toots now :o because Ive definitely not posted things and generally gotten anxious about how other people perceive me here n think of me and what i post, as well as just. feeling like I gotta produce Content instead of just being able to write whatever
which I funnily enough never had a problem with on Birdsite but that's probably bc Birdsite doesn't have such a small community feel. everything felt a lot more anon there.