sads, family, mh, death, probably don't read this 2/2
@envgen there was something similar with me when my grandmother died a few years ago. When I was very small we were sort of close, but she lived across the country and I barely saw her. When I met her as an adult I realised that we had nothing in common and I wouldn't ever be close to her. At her funeral I couldn't really be sad, it was a bit weird.