hrt, transmed discourse? idk
Sometimes I worry I'm medicalizing my transition by celebrating the day I started hormones over my birthday (same day and everything!). It's meaningful to me in a way my birthday isnt.
But for me its the first day I felt like all of this was real, and the day I started exploring things even more deeply. I've tried going off HRT, I wanna try SERMs. This isnt something important because its medical, this is something important because I'm taking control over my body.
And no matter what someone decides to do, or can do, their transness is as real as mine. 🖤
sui, mental health (-?)
The other night a member of my system wrote a suicide note during a very bad depressive episode.
She knew she couldn't actually go through with it and not just because of us but just... I feel like I've let them down and haven't been doing enough, despite their assurances that they haven't felt that way. It feels really really rough.
We've kinda been taking a break from social media/the fediverse and are coming back because honestly it was probably motivated by a bit of desire to socially isolate ourselves.
mental health, hallucinations, shitposting to feel better
@Nurbs
For me it's just like...
The more stressed I am the worse it gets, and when I'm not feeling stressed out it kinda comes and goes. But it kinda fucks me up and I'm more than a little worried about it!
cursed horny posting
@kitsuneflame
Buhhhhhh and I thought my post was cursed
irl lewd pics, eye contact, butt
I also might *really* wanna get fucked...
irl lewd pics, eye contact
I took those body positive pics and... I miiiiight be a little bit gay for myself...
https://awoo.space/media/MWDAbI28Vlqg1V5X5iA
https://awoo.space/media/XeIQrLKz5YFFDaMObNE
selfie, really revealing outfit, body positive
Folks... bellies are real good. I really love mine.
irl lewd pic, eye contact
@Kyna
And I'd cuddle the heck out of you!
Queer, Communalist, Agender Femme (It/They/She), Autistic, Postfurry, Plural, Otherkin