Koro Sarum @korosarum@awoo.space

So my brain is essentially a commune made up of weird queer walking talking animal beings.

It's pretty great and rad, actually?

All of my headmates are delinquents and I am too. Im not sure if they are the bad influences or if I am

I'm a queer poly octuplet!

I think my ideal living situation is some queer commune where we have a big ass garden. I just wanna grow vegetables and flowers and love people.

I don't romanticize the idea of living off the land or self sufficiency. They're cool ideas but I don't think it's currently doable for me (and there's some issues with lifestylism like that)... I just think I would find anything like that so much easier than having a job in our current society.

Animal Collective but instead of a band it's a postfurry plural system.

Being a good toy feels useful, and being a useful toy feels good!

I'm a cute plush toy and you can do whatever you want with me. Grind on my nullspots, use me as a chewtoy, or just cuddle me~

Spring is in the air... and that means it's mating season. I can't get the idea of holding hands with a cutie, walking through a field of flowers teasingly kissing one another on the cheek, the neck, the lips... eventually tumbling down into the soft grass and flowers and... *huff*

I worry that in a few years all the people I'm locally friends with now will have settled down far away from me and we might see each other rarely if we do at all. I worry that we'll drift apart as responsibilities get in the way of friendship. I worry that I won't be able to make friends like this again, because this is the first time I've ever felt this comfortable around friends. I worry I'll be lonely again in the future like I've been in the past.

I never thought I'd be as happy as I am now. I never thought I'd love myself as much as I do now. I never thought I'd love someone as much as I do now.

I need to work on removing ableist language from my vocabulary.

Yeah it's hard to totally remove that sort of stuff after having grown up with it being common for years, but I know better and I have done much much harder things in my life.

Being a better ally and friend, and making people feel more comfortable is easily worth that small difficulty in changing my behavior.

I'm Muslim and Therian and Plural and Nonbinary and a Dyke and you might say (I doubt anyone on here would but still) that some of those are contradictory and maybe you're right but fuck off cause I'm gonna do it anyways?

My gender is like some eldritch horror. If you stare into the abyssal depths of my gender your eyes, ears and nose will start to bleed as you begin to comprehend the terrifying might of it.

So uh... I added Enby to my profile.

She is still preferred but I guess I kinda wanna see how they feels?

Basically, I call myself a girl because that's easier but don't confuse that for my gender.