sui, mental health (-?)
The other night a member of my system wrote a suicide note during a very bad depressive episode.
She knew she couldn't actually go through with it and not just because of us but just... I feel like I've let them down and haven't been doing enough, despite their assurances that they haven't felt that way. It feels really really rough.
We've kinda been taking a break from social media/the fediverse and are coming back because honestly it was probably motivated by a bit of desire to socially isolate ourselves.
irl lewd pics, eye contact, butt
I also might *really* wanna get fucked...
irl lewd pics, eye contact
I took those body positive pics and... I miiiiight be a little bit gay for myself...
https://awoo.space/media/MWDAbI28Vlqg1V5X5iA
https://awoo.space/media/XeIQrLKz5YFFDaMObNE
selfie, really revealing outfit, body positive
Folks... bellies are real good. I really love mine.
birdsite, ranty(-)
Legit just thinking of deleting my birdsite account. There's still some friends on there, and content creators I follow so for now I might just lock it but... I'm just tired of the culture over there. I'm tired of people's replies to abjectly awful content being shown directly to me. I don't want to unfollow people for it, I just don't want it shown directly on my timeline.
poetry, mentions of depression and abuse and feeling broken (but overall positive)
From Arcane Perfection: An Anthology By Queer, Trans, And Intersex Witches
Mastodon is not the first online ecosystem for any of us, it’s a chance at a reboot.
So it’s pretty rad that our consensus answer to the question “If given a chance, what would I have done differently online to make for a better future?” is a resounding “be authentic and kind and seek connection with others.”
Queer, Communalist, Agender Femme (It/They/She), Autistic, Postfurry, Plural, Otherkin