emmy @magicalemmy@awoo.space
hiya, i'm the magical noodle girl emmy
hey. we haven't been able to find a place to stay yet and we're running out of time! pls help us find somewhere in the CA bay area to stay
our budget's still $700 a month. info: https://docs.google.com/document/d/e/2PACX-1vQTz-tJvVb5ofbmcgrUjQTvjKCaairswezP9HY8NHO-xhUW42xIf9WUDn9dak-RMarPBkAuvnJTXbLh/pub
a-awoo..
hey awoo! (and others!) my girlfriend and i are trying to find a place to move int (or people we can stay with) in the CA bay area!
we can cover up to $700 a month for rent. here's a lil more info: https://docs.google.com/document/d/e/2PACX-1vQTz-tJvVb5ofbmcgrUjQTvjKCaairswezP9HY8NHO-xhUW42xIf9WUDn9dak-RMarPBkAuvnJTXbLh/pub
jk how am i getting thru the next few months
how am i even getting through another 12 months
every time i feel like posting about how awful i feel i should just like.. chill out a bit and see how long that feeling lasts. i guess. ._.
i've never gotten as little as i was during that one holiday party and im worried its like some little power tease and i might not ever be able to again haha
boba cat is pure and wholesome and breathes life into my withered husk
feel like my arms are gonna fall off from reaching out to so many ppl lately ._.
boba cat was up and awake again today. their name is carne <3 it was super unbusy, prolly holiday stuff.. so when they spotted me they got all excited and meowed at me and my heart melted on the spot @_@
there's a boba place around where this cat lives and it sat on my lap and kneaded and purred and im really glad to have a cat in my life for even a moment
wah artsplosion was fun and i got to listen to crying on vacation and they were really cool and i wanna listen to more and their band shirt is super cute waah
26 days, we're so fucked
iuno how comfy i feel bird site-ing about this yet but
our roommates are moving out in 3 1/2 weeks and we dont have a new place lined up yet. i dont.. know what to do about it. i mean, ill tweet about it in a couple days and ask around if any friends know of any spaces..
its kinda scary but :S i have smart friends. you're all so hecking smart!! so it'll be ok, probably..
nnnnnnnnnn
being around some1 and their mommy like, solidified that somehow i wanna find some way to have that in my life more. or like, BE my life
and i really wanna work towards that. somehow. without all the like, negativity and sads and downs that always overtake me.
i wanna have mommies plural and a big sister and i wanna do everything i can to make that happen in the best way possible
mmmmmmmm
slowly quickly getting really bored of everything after how great this weekend was. like this big drop off littlespace and friends
restrospective's like, yeah it was really great. theres actually littles that i gel with rly well and feel comfy opening up and being myself around. the real real me. the tiniest little girl with a big goofy heart and smile. and im super greatful for all of those feelings
pyon pyon
how come i can't pick a fursona?
~ meows and nuzzles and cuddles like a cat
~ pants, barks, excited like dog probably, mebbe??
also really likes
~ bunnies
~ ferrets
~ red pandas
~ sees cute animal and loves right now
~ has little/no sense of self identity after years of not having one
hmm oh
cuddling a bed full of plushies is nice. plushie sandwich feels really soft too. feel like I wish I could get cuddles from a fursuit..
today we hung out in the back of my gf's car while we waited for her gf's colon exam
talked a bunch about how we were as eggs and how a girl asking to do your makeup/dress you up was like, the best thing ever
also how like.. after HS esp, those kinda things vanish and it makes being asked to be a girl harder, or something??
also i didnt sleep last night and got an hour folded up in the backseat weh
hiya, i'm the magical noodle girl emmy
