MH (-)
Struggling a lot with compulsions the last few days, and already fucked up a while back. Really weird how this seems to happen with hypomanic (rather than depressive) episodes, but I guess it fits. It's like this constantly building chatter that I can't quite make out that soon gets to intolerable levels, and when I act on it, everything goes blissfully quiet for a while. During depressive episodes, everything's dead silent and horrible :P Still, glad I'm out of the recent one.