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Dyskinesia venting 

So exhausted, so embarrassed -.-

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Any little bit of stress and everything goes off the rails. Bad enough during stand-up today that I started stuttering. Joked earlier that it was like physical dissociation and nah, it's like total dissociation. It's like watching myself from two feet above, worrying over that body that clearly isn't mine.

I may schedule an appointment with GP, as well, 'cause, while I love my therapist, I dunno if I want to get by with just what she has to say.

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So, good news/bad news: Clonazepam seems to make me totally still, buuut it's also a benzo, which I swore I'd never take again. I'll skip it tomorrow and see if the dystonia comes back. If so, I'll at least have a data point and an option if I need a break from the movements.

Dyskinesia venting 

@makyo *offers hugs*

Ta kya te.

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@makyo *offering of hugs*

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@makyo oh gosh this sounds really hard. I'm so sorry.

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@makyo I sincerely hope you can find some relief, aaaaaaa *HUGS*

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@makyo ooooooof thinking positive thoughts for you <3

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