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"Oh, sweet, that makes you, like...co-workers twice removed!"

MH (-) 

Current status: panicking a hole in the fabric of spacetime. Scared shitless for a friend (and, frankly, of them, as well), freaking out about work, terrified I'm going to hurt people I love. Sigh. Laying down to bank spoons for tonight, as I think the ritual will be a positive thing.

re: grs stuff 

@Floe @cassi okay! And seriously, no requirement at all, just curious. Transmasc ex and I played around a lot, but never really explored, so I'll admit to little curiosity there, too.

re: grs stuff 

@Floe @cassi oh? I suppose some amount of that is pretty normal across the board, I guess! Not to be weird about it, but I wouldn't mind seeing.

re: grs stuff 

@cassi Yeah, fair enough! I'm pretty satisfied, just maybe wishing my outer labia were less sorta crinkly, scrotum textured. Good luck, though, that sounds neat!

re: grs stuff 

@cassi Oooh, okay! I've been sorta lazily considering similar, but it's way down on the priority list. I'm good on the clitoral hood, but my outer labia are pretty loose and I have next to no inner labia, which I might want to take a look at.

Halloween music! 

All instrumental, all creepy to various degrees:

Bohren & Der Club of Gore - Black Earth: youtube.com/watch?v=5Bm9F3GFni (jazzy, mellow, dark but not scary)

Blanck Mass - World Eater: youtube.com/watch?v=P8lOpbz2Bm (active and jittery, more intense than scary)

Haxan Cloak - Excavation: youtube.com/watch?v=9iBaQrDW54 (pretty actively creepy)

For Halloween, I'm going as a trans girl, which, I've been told, is fucking terrifying to large swaths of the population.

Anxiety, work, food 

Had a wee meltdown this morning thinking about upcoming work problems (migrating to new wayback, no idea how we're going to handle YouTube captures), which was helped out a bit by food. I think I need to start seriously working on regular breakfasts, much as I hate it -.-

@cee@beach.city Right! A good half hour of kissing every day is good for you, after all.

@cee@beach.city A perfectly sensible length of time for a kiss.

GRS 

@AzureHusky oh, yeah, I just meant nothing specifically picturing surgery stuff n.n Indi got one focused on upgrades, if I remember correctly. I like my tree piece for a transition type thing.

GRS 

@AzureHusky awr! I never really got one of my own, at least nothing along those lines, but it's such a good idea. A local, Indi, got one a few years back n.n

Got to therapy super early to sort out insurance troubles only to find that, not only had they fixed it, but I have $120 in credit \o/

I'd label myself 'disaster bi', but probably also 'chaotic trans'.

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