Madison Rye Progress | Skunks& @makyo@awoo.space
Recovering techie with an MFA in creative writing at Cornell College, working on like a kajillion writing projects at once.
Trans/nb, queer, polyam, median, constantly overwhelmed.
Current project: Kaddish (Stories of Restoration #3) — https://read.post-self.ink/kaddish
Skunks&: https://makyo.is/plural
Joined Apr 2017
Death (+?)
Six years since Margaras passed, and each year gets easier. I'd like to hope that he'd be happy for me, about how my life turned out.
MH (-)
Anyway, I've been feeling so bad lately that I kinda just want out. Talking with doc about it.
MH (~)
I think my difficulty on talking about mh woes 1:1 and the relative ease of hollering about it on social media have to do with the emotional labor involved in telling someone you're feeling bad. If someone tells me they're feeling bad I want to talk with them about it, try and help. In my case, though, that labor just makes me feel worse in ways that anonymous yelling doesn't. I'm wasting time by telling someone I'm feeling bad: doesn't help, often hurts.
Aaaa cute. Comic about visiting your past, pre-transition self http://allosaurusfragilis.tumblr.com/post/176976406631/amp?__twitter_impression=true
Madison Rye Progress | Skunks&
boosted
Erf, couple of folks I can't follow because of federation limits. Hoping those make it through awoo.space soon, gonna miss those folks :/
Lewd
Mi...konfuziĝas?? La orgasmo????
Mi volas ĉi tiun orgasmon o.o
https://eo.wikipedia.org/wiki/Orgasmo#/media/File:Podkowi%C5%84ski-Sza%C5%82_uniesie%C5%84-MNK.jpg
23andme surveyed me about my mood in the midst of a downswing. Womp womp.
Lewd
Reading about the clitoris in Esperanto while I RP a bondage scene in the middle of the plaza on Taps. That's apparently what do.
Chemex for the first time in aaaages. Estas tempo por kafo~
@kojote I'm -really- happy about your display name :D
Mi pensas, ke Vikipedio bezonas obscuran staton. Ĝi estas tro brila x.x
Awake. What do?
Madison Rye Progress | Skunks&
boosted
Good Girl Energy
La tabelvortoj estas agrablaj kun mia senco de ordo, sed tro malfacilaj pro parolo. Mi baraktas :S
JD is out of town, so I'm getting a lot of nose-in-face time this morning
MH (-)
Another day, another bunch of ideation. I don't get it. How can I go from feeling so good to feeling so bad so quickly? I feel like that alone contributes to the ideation: like, if I could just reliably feel bad, that'd be preferable to this rapid cycling, 'cause as it is, I just want out of it so bad :P
Maybe these meds aren't helping as much as I thought.
Recovering techie with an MFA in creative writing at Cornell College, working on like a kajillion writing projects at once.
Trans/nb, queer, polyam, median, constantly overwhelmed.
Current project: Kaddish (Stories of Restoration #3) — https://read.post-self.ink/kaddish
Skunks&: https://makyo.is/plural
Joined Apr 2017
