Madison Rye Progress | Skunks& @makyo@awoo.space
Recovering techie with an MFA in creative writing at Cornell College, working on like a kajillion writing projects at once.
Trans/nb, queer, polyam, median, constantly overwhelmed.
Current project: Kaddish (Stories of Restoration #3) — https://read.post-self.ink/kaddish
Skunks&: https://makyo.is/plural
Joined Apr 2017
Emotional rollercoaster of the last week (+)
Buh, surrounded by such good people. When I admitted that I was scared that JD would be gone while I was going off meds, friend stuck around longer and tried to keep me occupied with talk. He didn't mention it until tonight, now that JD is back, which is good, because I think it would've made me self conscious. As it was, it totally worked. Had some bad times, but overall, much better than otherwise.
Meanwhile, Monkey and Bear on repeat: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=thAunSuinVc
Rare that it's lyrics that get a frisson out of me, rather than the music (though that is wonderful too): https://genius.com/Joanna-newsom-monkey-and-bear-lyrics
https://www.patreon.com/posts/22156791 Patrons get a sneak peek at the draft for the next chapter of Getting Lost! It will be available for all soon.
If you need to catch up on the rest of the story before then, it's all here: http://writing.drab-makyo.com/posts/fiction/serials/getting-lost/
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P3aGk_Gwqjw this is...really good? And I'm not sure how to feel about that.
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The desert is made of water. The mountain is made of water. We are all made of water and isn't that just terrifying.
Having a panic attack about the MFF hotel atrium and I'm not even sure I'm going, never mind it being six weeks off 9.9
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*∗*∗ A tiny ✨plush✨ dragon climbs onto your phone and licks all the smudges off of it for you before beaming and scampering off~∗*∗*
Nah, sorry, way too tired.
Can't sleep, so tired.
Blind Melon - No Rain (nightcore mix)
That feels like a total power-move for a post-rock band :P
Covet just brought out a Viola player???
Insurance stress.
First, I have to pre-auth for estrogen, and provider is too busy or lazy to do so. Now psych provider can't figure out how to bill insurance, so that's not getting covered. Frick the entire system.
Parenthood
Spent the evening talking to doggy friend about parenthood and family and now I'm all vrrr about it. I stand by not wanting to bring another life into this world, not wanting to subject them to or risk passing on my mental health, and not wanting a kid to have to deal with the stigma of a trans parent.
But... :P
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D/s shitpost
emacs: File <filename> has changed on disk. Reread from disk? (yes or no)
me: "y"
emacs: Please answer yes or no.
me: u-um... "yes"
emacs: yes *what*?
me, somehow typing smaller: ...... "yes mxtress"
What is going onnnn https://www.adidas.com/us/yung
This is Adidas' current website to sell some of their shoes. I feel like I'm having both a seizure and a total Geocities moment.
(should note that this is new insurance, started on Oct 1, so it has to go through the auth phase again. Not unexpected, but still not good :P)
Recovering techie with an MFA in creative writing at Cornell College, working on like a kajillion writing projects at once.
Trans/nb, queer, polyam, median, constantly overwhelmed.
Current project: Kaddish (Stories of Restoration #3) — https://read.post-self.ink/kaddish
Skunks&: https://makyo.is/plural
Joined Apr 2017
