Madison Rye Progress | Skunks& @makyo@awoo.space

Also, continuing to get closer to dog friend. It's good to be able to just spend some time flirting back and forth throughout the day. Turns out he'll be at MFF, which should be interesting. Always weird to meet in person for the first time.

I can tell because the sphere of what I can think about fur extended periods of time extends beyond arms length. I can worry about friends and plan for the future.

Been a few days off ups and downs, but a lot of the problems from latuda are clearing up. Thank God. Still get restless, and I'm still a bit labile, but vast improvements from before.

MY BOYS

Object lesson: Maddy will believe anything you tell her.

Art by fa:os - original: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/29097506/

Just like

Nestle in beside me and rub my belly.

Or like

Let me lay my head in your lap and pet my hair while we both talk about nothing in particular.

Daydreaming about cuddling while dilating. Just something cozy, feels like it'd be intimate without being sexual.

Good morning, fine day to be thinking about cuties.

Yeah, okay, I'mma go to MFF. Still sorting out a few details around room, but it's gonna be fun :3c

Today's irrational fear: all of my friends and all of my partners are conspiring to drop me all at once in some mass mass silent treatment and move on to greener, less busted pastures.

Thanks, brain.

Thrain.

Buh, surrounded by such good people. When I admitted that I was scared that JD would be gone while I was going off meds, friend stuck around longer and tried to keep me occupied with talk. He didn't mention it until tonight, now that JD is back, which is good, because I think it would've made me self conscious. As it was, it totally worked. Had some bad times, but overall, much better than otherwise.

Meanwhile, Monkey and Bear on repeat: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=thAunSuinVc

Rare that it's lyrics that get a frisson out of me, rather than the music (though that is wonderful too): https://genius.com/Joanna-newsom-monkey-and-bear-lyrics

https://www.patreon.com/posts/22156791 Patrons get a sneak peek at the draft for the next chapter of Getting Lost! It will be available for all soon.

If you need to catch up on the rest of the story before then, it's all here: http://writing.drab-makyo.com/posts/fiction/serials/getting-lost/

Snarky docs are snarky.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P3aGk_Gwqjw this is...really good? And I'm not sure how to feel about that.