Madison Rye Progress | Skunks& @makyo@awoo.space

I woke up soft and gay today.

Pondering how much to queer up Thanksgiving dinner today. I don't particularly want to start an intense discussion or argument in a restaurant, but neither do I want to go 100% boy mode.

So, good news/bad news: Clonazepam seems to make me totally still, buuut it's also a benzo, which I swore I'd never take again. I'll skip it tomorrow and see if the dystonia comes back. If so, I'll at least have a data point and an option if I need a break from the movements.

I can't believe it.

they did surgery on a grape

they did surgery on a grape

Got a call from my Dr saying that the prior authorization went through, but then still couldn't fill my HRT because Anthem claims they never received it. Still no E.

Today's tea is a roasty-toasty oolong that still manges to catch the floral notes from a lighter TGY

*quiet compersion from the sidelines* :3c

Learn Esperanto through old memes???

Had 6 month follow-up and got a clean bill of health! Also got interop and recovery pictures that the surgeon took. Kiiinda gruesome.

Awake...?

Six month follow-up tomorrow! Gonna get inter-operative pictures, I think.

Still tickled pink by the kobold on taps named LowerCaseDragon.

Um???

Any little bit of stress and everything goes off the rails. Bad enough during stand-up today that I started stuttering. Joked earlier that it was like physical dissociation and nah, it's like total dissociation. It's like watching myself from two feet above, worrying over that body that clearly isn't mine.

I may schedule an appointment with GP, as well, 'cause, while I love my therapist, I dunno if I want to get by with just what she has to say.