Dyskinesia vent
Terrified at the prospect of this being permanent. I know I got kinda used to the tic, but at least I could still use my hands alright.
I'm on a med and a vitamin regimen, so at least I'm doing something, but I guess I still have bad days. It makes me feel rather hopeless, to the point of wanting to cancel FC panels :/
I really want to fill out the polycule graph all the way out and see how big it really is, but I feel super weird asking folks further out about that c.c
Will make it volunteer based, though! If you're on https://polycul.es/36a668e676628088cf66e3d2a3985e010e28679a and have partners not listed, feel free to let me know so I can update it n.n
I already had one moment of "wait...so we're actually third-degree metamours?"
Can't wait for more n.n
distracting myself from being in a funk by watching prime boyfriend material (Schwäbisch Hall Fuchs) https://youtu.be/TNhv2IyodjY
re: Dyskinesia venting
So, good news/bad news: Clonazepam seems to make me totally still, buuut it's also a benzo, which I swore I'd never take again. I'll skip it tomorrow and see if the dystonia comes back. If so, I'll at least have a data point and an option if I need a break from the movements.
Recovering techie with an MFA in creative writing at Cornell College, working on like a kajillion writing projects at once.
Trans/nb, queer, polyam, median, constantly overwhelmed.
Current project: Kaddish (Stories of Restoration #3) — https://read.post-self.ink/kaddish
Skunks&: https://makyo.is/plural