depression
Another deep diving mood crash today out of nowhere. I could feel it starting this morning and it's only getting worse as the day goes on. At this rate, I'll be lucky if I manage to acquire dinner for myself tonight, let alone do literally anything else with my evening.
My rescheduled psychiatrist appointment is Monday. With some luck, I'll get some anti-depressants out of it.
depression, drugs
The only thing I have at the moment that helps take the edge off the depression is Pot.
The thing is, I've been depressed so much lately that I've spent a lot of my free time stoned... and it's getting to the point that I'm wondering whether being stoned so often is worse than just being deeply depressed.
I wish I could just make the feelbads go away so I can get on with my life.
depression, drugs
@mawr I *want* to cut back but often find myself partaking just because I'm sick of being mopey/angry and then I'm annoyed at that useless feeling and the state-memory issues it causes
depression, drugs
@mawr I empathize so, so deeply with that feeling. :|
depression, drugs
@mawr I've been struggling with a lot of the same issue, just it also curbs my irrational aggression ;-;