on the theme of relaxation and species TF
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I like to think the moment lasts an eternity in one's mind. I know how long the feeling of "magic is real; I am real" has stuck with me, so I have to imagine...
Feeling embraced by the earth, the world, the universe. feeling heard as it answers your mind's deep pangs, and with a sigh, muscles relax and aching body rests as bones and form slowly shifts
the feeling of being held, rocked, as step by step reality corrects itself
the faint sounds of a caring, parental aura cooing "It's okay, you can rest now. Rest, dear one~"
Like the final conscious moments before one drifts off to sleep, you can feel nonhumanity replacing humanity. You can see it, and feel it, but it's just.. relaxing. Years of aching, years of pushing, years of dysphoria breaking way in particular way that makes it pointless to dwell back on, because that's not you anymore. You're safe
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HRT TF
And when you're finished, and you can breathe underwater indefinitely~ imagine taking your first 24 hours underwater. And then imagine all the fun your partner is going to have kissing and brushing against those new gills of yours~
HRT TF
I'd imagine they'd be very tender right until they're done growing in. You'd have to take frequent baths to keep the muscles working, making sure you can breathe properly. Maybe keep wet towels wrapped around yourself, and making sure to swap them out when they dry out.
Hello folks! this is your day's ✨ TAIL REMINDER ✨
I'm vloelei reminding you that your tail is uniquely you, beautiful, and I'm curious how it's doing right now! are you sitting down? are you maybe accomodating for your tail? if you're out and about today, maybe give it a swish? no one will see. except maybe other nonhumans.
Weed
I'm attempting to use weed as a way to relax after work, and remove any anxiety I have surrounding things like art, etc.
Still figuring out 'how to weed', and currently on a strain called 'Blue Dream'(?).
It does seem to help me ignore the brain gremlins when working on projects, and it might also help with compartmentalizing work, but I'm not sure if the dizzy high feeling is super helpful when it comes to motivation to get things done.
I'm going to be picking up some 'Green Crack'. Hoping that it doesn't knock me out as much.
Art anxiety
It's always been frustrating to me how there seems to be a mental block that prevents me from just *doing* it. It's a weird form of ADD or anxiety or *something*, and I feel forced to come up with what feel like hair brained schemes to attempt to make it a more consistent thing.
She/her, Neptunian, Orca, Therian, Poly, 18+ furaffinity.net/user/minimink/ miniminkart@gmail.com
Telegram: @minimink_tf