The Technicolor Out Of Space @neonNeptunian@awoo.space
I'm only as real as I need to be. Are you hallucinating? //Memetic superweapon, playa-stained transdimensional emissary. Queer alien otter boy. [he/they] (NSFW)
Joined Apr 2017
i hope that you can find rest.
that the hurts of the world relax, subside.
i know it's awful out there.
but you still deserve to exist.
to continue. to know love.
Anyone who tells you otherwise is still a liar.
but for now, though,
i simply hope
that you dream of wonders.
💜
wanna...smooch cuties... *rolls over, mumbles in sleep*
And the aftercare on my end is just 'some rest for a couple of days, tops'. n_n
So. I'll come back west mid-september and we can get some snuugs.
Like, just for clarity:
I am okay. I will be okay.
All these physicals and stuff are the prepwork for giving a bunch of stem cells and blood to a sibling who has cancer.
It's a bunch of stupid stuff, but it should turn out just fine. :)
Hey, you. Have you drank some water today? Something hydrating. It's easy to forget!
Maybe something tasty. Some milk, some fruit juice.
Even a
mango smoooothie
but most importantly, though,
I hope the day treats you kindly. 💜
more in the transplant saga
Waveforms finally collapsed:
Transplant has a set date for 9/14.
I have to head in on Monday for physicals, so this is actually set and locked and happening.
Finally. Ffffiiiinally.
shitpost from elsenet:
'Werewolves are not only impossible to kill during an eclipse, they become SUPER WEREWOLVES.'
....*thinking_face_emoji*
Hey. Hey you.
I hope you have an okay day today.
Get some nice food, maybe.
Something for you, just to help make you happy.
💜
Today's musing:
I so very muchly wish I had another...four, five copies of me.
That I could be able to be in more than one place, to be there for more than one person.
Being a singleton is hard when I have many in many places who...i could help and care about, yanno? n..n;
lunatic plans, intent (re: Burning Man)
(if I need further help, I might do something crowdfundy.
Right now the biggest spokes are 'waveform collapse' which is due in a week and 'find ticket' to Burning Man; everything kind of hinges on those. So this plan likely may not even succeed, but eh!
Um. Thanks, though, if you're reading this. The support means a lot. n..n# )
lunatic plans, intent
maybe just maybe
if i can (re)find a ticket
and waveforms collapse in a kind way
i might just go to the playa anyway. just. ffffuuuckit.
it's only two weeks away that's 'totally' enough time to get my everything in order.
(honestly the biggest things would be transport and making more lanterns)
IT'S SOMETHING TO INVEST EFFORT TOWARDS AT LEAST. Something to Do.
go to sleep ellu
please just...be kind to eachother.
Share warmth and glow, in dark times like these.
Here, in spaces like this, the people around you care about you. Please don't forget that.
You deserve so much more than this world can give you.
And I hope,
as always,
that you dream of wonders.
💜
ellu do your privacy better you chungus
the genders, growliness at ignorance
That feel when your brother actually is watching some shitposts that is pretty fucking rude to enbies and genderqueer folx and thinks it's *hilarious*
and you want to chew him out for it but it's just...urrrgh
it's difficult to actually talk with him (and my father) because they tend to the style of 'ask myriad questions about every little point of a topic raised'.
At least I can talk to my mother about these things.
AFFECTION NOISES!!!!
drunk nonsense
beepo beepo beepo
pepis bepis beepis
SMOOOOOOCHHHH LET'S MAKE OUT FOREVER tHO. u3u
so apparently what gets the boosts and favs here in mastospace is Soft Content
okay! cool! i can do that!
💜
affirmations for any who need it
You deserve to exist.
In whatever shape or form you feel is the most fitting one for you. (You're allowed to change that shape, too!)
Your existence here is an act of revolution- of taking the permission to be, claiming it as yours. Proclaiming that You Are Okay Too.
And hey, guess what
you are
And i'm awfully proud of you
for being part of this story.
Remember that today.
I hope today treats you with kindness and warmth, okay?
💜
the kelp stuff, ahahaha what
i spilled a BOWL because a BAT FLEW OUT OF NOWHERE IN FRONT OF MY FACE
I'm only as real as I need to be. Are you hallucinating? //Memetic superweapon, playa-stained transdimensional emissary. Queer alien otter boy. [he/they] (NSFW)
Joined Apr 2017
