diet dr. nasty @pinkplasticwineglass@awoo.space

it's weird to think that i've been sexually abused most of my life up until the past couple years but it's just a fact. anyway i'm going to bed

the thing that i may or may not be "recalling" is incredibly evil uh. i have never heard someone recount this being done to them. i have tried to imagine myself telling someone about this nightmare but it just feels bad to put into words

i don't... know if the person i saw is someone my brain made up to fill in. i don't remember this person aside from their appearance. i have had other dreams about them but their contents were much more abstract

i had a very vivid thing about something evil being done to me in a place i have been many times irl. i have had many stress dreams about this place that have so far seemed sourceless

im just like. bye @ myself because the toshinori yagi in my brain said that he admired me for being discerning and incredibly hard working

i'm actually wondering how kouda manages at all. his quirk is very interesting but it seems like the entrance exam took place in an area with no animals?

i don't understand how some of the side characters in bnha scored higher than izuku during the first day physical assessment. some of their quirks do not seem like they can be applied well to things like that. i know i'm not supposed to be thinking about it really but i'm still curious

i just. it's been years and i still can't really wrap my head around the idea that i am not at fault in some way

i often find myself remembering things that happened over the course of my abusive "relationship" i had at 13-14. i always frame things to myself as if they were happening in a normal relationship between two adults, which frames my behavior poorly. but i was thirteen years old and i was being sexually abused by an older child

time to clean my horrible body

@dragon do u mind if i text you at intervals during the day. i will not always be able to respond immediately if you do respond bc sometimes i walk away from my phone for hours but i would enjoy hearing from you more often

@dragon i think its unfair to have all of that placed on you especially as a young person who may not understand what it means for you fully. no one needs to do that by themself and i think toshinori has figured that out about izuku at least and wants to be there for him. even if he cant get past his standards for himself yet

we were big and liked to lurk in mountaintops and forests

my dragon otherkin couldn't breathe fire but i think it's a nice thematic trait

@dragon he would be curious

imagine waking up in 2017 and complaining about neopronouns as if it matters at all

i think that objectively i am a very paranoid person but i don't talk about it very much. i don't think? does it show to the point where you personally have noticed

it was not necessarily a "good" place to live but it wasnt a nightmarish cyberpunk dystopia like im living in now. also i could fly, had scales, horns and a tail, which are undebatably superior appendages to have

the stuff about dragon social systems i was posting the other day are my "otherkin memories"

a cis woman who is popular on fr tumblr threw a public shitfit about neopronouns and she's still very popular, and i am still extremely bitter about this. i should delete right now