diet dr. nasty @pinkplasticwineglass@awoo.space
i have stupid bitch disorder
this is basically a vent account, i try to set my posts as followers only so if shit somehow shows up in your feed my apologies
Joined Jun 2017
parent / transphobia
they both are really caught up in seeing themselves as like the ultimate progressive parents who've never made a poor parenting choice in their life. so if i have a problem with them its my fault. if they have a problem with me it's my fault for being a shitty child
parent / transphobia
when she's acting like this while i'm at the trans stage of being very confident & secure i don't really know why she thinks that me coming to her when i wasnt really sure would have ended any way other than her bullying me into not mentioning it again. like this happened when i tried to come out as nonbinary and i've SAID this
parent / transphobia
like she's already said she thinks i'm a confused butch bi girl. and that it's just my autism. and my androgens that i produce without medical intervention. but when i say to her "it feels like you're trying to convince me i'm not trans" she's like when did i say that? you're making shit up!
parent / transphobia
i feel like my one mom fails to understand that just because things i am doing or saying upset her doesn't necessarily mean that i am in the wrong. or that i need to stop doing those things. bc those things are "picking a new name" and "wanting to medically transition" and "not coming to as soon as i thouhgt i might be trans"
ive never overwatch once in my life. but when people talk about their shipping im like (nods)
give me your phone
i can try and focus on being a better friend and person just a little bit now where i couldn't before
it probably feels like i'm a really subpar & disappointing person because i've grown to the point where i can worry about things besides how many nightmares i'm going to have. and i'm less preoccupied with being a disappointment to my parents
i'm making progress in articulating my thoughts & feelings and i'm using that to help my ptsd. i'm able to say that i need help even when i am not in a place to actually ask
i don't think i have the tools to properly self-assess "how well" i am doing in general
this was supposed to be like a positive self accepting internet post but i ended up just saying a bunch of mean things about myself again.
i'm an extremely flawed person who makes more mistakes than good choices but i think that's fine. actually. that's just life. sometimes you're a fucking idiot and you become less of an irredeemable dipshit as you get older via life experience
i should replay fea actually
i want to do friend things with people but i have trouble getting past seeing myself as unlikable and a general nuisance so i sit on my hands mostly
ive only played fire emblem awakening and jupiter has played like every fire emblem except awakening. what am i supposed to do about my miriel/sully shipping :(
(thinking about all might) i'm gay for an extremely long man
pedophilia / child sexualization
the artist glitchedpuppet/purplekecleon is also likely a pedophile and i dont really see people bringing this up. i found graphic child sexual abuse fanfiction of an adult woman raping a child intended as porn that they wrote when i was 14. i dont really see anyone bringing this up ever and it fucks me up actually. like dont write that or put it on the internet
i have stupid bitch disorder
this is basically a vent account, i try to set my posts as followers only so if shit somehow shows up in your feed my apologies
Joined Jun 2017
