diet dr. nasty @pinkplasticwineglass@awoo.space

im uh. gay.

try this grape juice toshinori. it's good

acting like cis asexual or aromantic people who for all intents and purposes are het can't actually benefit from het priv is extremely disingenuous

however i know that this is code for shit like "you can't be het & also ace" or what the fuck ever. i know no one wants to hear this and we all agree but i see this frequently on flight rising so i have to complain

"dont follow me if you dont accept all sexualities" like, i do... i think varying relationships to sexual attraction & intimacy are part of the human experience.

hey i continue to be aggravated about how thinking cishet people should mind their own business is "being an aphobe"

i'll make time for you (time for you)

and i'd break all the rules for you

uh. i hope that taking hormones will help with this. give me more muscle density, change my face a bit, chin hairs, deeper voice. this is a very long way of saying i'm dysphoric and dont want to be seen as a cis woman

and theres like hordes of really creepy cis women with trans guy fetishes running around out there insisting theyre cool allies. that would be really bad for me but i feel like despite my own appreciation of how i look, that most people will see me as too "girlish" and i will be unattractive to gay men

vaguely i feel kind of like an idiot for not being straight. because im a trans man so my options are Pretty Limited irt: people who will even be decent to me, much less fall in love & be attracted to me

uh it's bad. also in general it sometimes feels like people forget that you can be attracted to men and still be lgbt. im not like saying this in any particular way or implying that lesbians should talk less or something. just a feeling i get sometmies

i feel pretty weird about being mostly attracted to men because. i'm trans. what i know about people being attracted to trans men is that its mostly cis women who fetishize the idea of men with boobs/pussy. not ideal

i can be happy & fulfilled and also have shit executive function and i need to stop self flagellating about not being able to work hard enough to not appear mentally ill

uhhh i need to embrace being an extremely eccentric mentally ill piece of shit. ill take depression power naps and never clean my room. fuck you,.

all your light can't save me

i for real am applying to join an anarchist commune

im at the stage now where im sure that toshinori and aizawa both have genders.

they adopt a cat together. toshinori discovers that cat purrs are very comforting

imagine a man with large hands very gently touching your face so he can shave your cheek hairs. thats gay marriage