diet dr. nasty @pinkplasticwineglass@awoo.space

i have neopolitan ice cream and it's good

"i think she expected us to make everything perfect" is word for word something my mother said. i guess? also like. accused me of being mad at her because she won't call me he/mortimer. which, i am, but that's not really unreasonable. if she's referring to medical transition i'm willing to figure it out myself if they give me the insurance information

i'm selfish for wanting them to switch to a new name & pronouns. here's $150 for no reason whatsoever

my mom insinuated that i have inflated expectations/a sense of entitlement to them like doing trans stuff for me. like as if i am being selfish? but they're giving me $150 to spend on our vacation when i've worked all summer. i don't understand this

i want to gently take yagi's hand & tell him that i will help him through things

i dont really know what im going to do with my life. i think my problem might be less related to academics and more to isolation and being around my parents but also i am not sure.

also my best friend when i was a dog. i feel scared when i think of them sometimes because we were killed very suddenly & violently and i don't know if they're ok. but i don't know if anyone i used to know is ok. i can only hope

sometimes i remember my otherkin boyfriend. and husband. and just feel extremely gratified & happy to have met them. they're out there

it's a weird moment when someone walks past me and i smell them. not a thing i do on purpose but if i inhale at the right/wrong moment i can smell someone

otherkin is.. remembering something, feeling happy that you were that, then forgetting for a while

generally its just normal to run around in a sash that doesnt restrict your tail or leg movement but hides your dick i think. most of their clothing is utilitarian in some form

i was going to write about nudity taboo but got off track. they hide the balls but not anything else

i assume that proportionally rats probably still have giant motherfucking balls bc idk why they wouldnt. i havent thought about their culture irt promiscuity but i assume its a thing. maybe they value parent-child relationships over romantic ones which are seen as fleeting/a brief fun distraction

rat families sleep in a circular chamber and they all just pile in the center. rats have very soft squishy bodies

like humans they generally can conceive babys whenever. they have smaller litters of usually 3-2, 1 is not unheard of and more than 3 is very rare. they invest more time into growing, learning and parental care vs churning out as many babies as quickly as possible like earth rats

rat people are 1-2 feet tall uh. i think theyre evolved to be both agile but also good at burrowing. they live in large colonies and dont really have a concept of personal space and can get anxious if theyre not surrounded by many others and dont touch them often. they live about 50 years generally but this is shorter than possible bc of dangerous environment + fluctuating nutrition

in the short tunnels fire is ok but not in lower levels of the burrow bc poorer ventilation.