regz @regresssion@awoo.space

it's a good morning when your friends ask you to rank sonic r tracks

i genuinely think i *got* energy from socialising today?? that was weird?

advantages: to each

things that would markedly improve my life
- a cat
- social acceptability to eat in public spaces on my own within uni
- regular fucking

at least i'm starting to figure out how actual queer n trans people can get that sort of need fulfilled from eachother in a more open and needs-responsive way that doesn't force you to have to deal with a load of cis gay bullshit. cuz cis gay bullshit is a large part of what alienates me from maleness so much and i am glad af i have a way of thinking about myself that doesn't rely on that ideas and tropes about bodies and sexuality

i do miss dick though. at some point i kinda decided to not be afraid of casual hookups (incorrect decision) and tinder put me into an incredible and really wonderful one year relationship. that just isn't how shit ends up working out though.

i dunno how exactly i want to be able to fantasise about my body and being amidst a ton of furry stuff is actually setting off so many ideas so thanks y'all

esp because my last relationship lasted about year, included pretty much all my significant and meaningful sexual experience, and because of mh stuff for both of us was super limited. i straight up have never wanted to fuck in a context that i wasn't super comfortable with and could navigate with proper communication. now all of a sudden i'm getting that back

this is a friend who i have got to the point where we want to Talk About Having Sex and then maybe Have Sex and while gender and physical capacity stuff does constrain things for both of us it's a super exciting thing to have back in my life

i just had a chilled cuddle with a friend and i hadn't done that in weeks and it was So Good and important

things that make my life bearable:
- really caring about my degree
- iceboiz
- an ability to watch NBA games from 11pm to 5am if insomnia demands
- friends who i can talk to abt stuff

@FursonaAssignment
give me a fursona my pal needs one 😊

mario is trans waddup

i prOmise ..im not a furry

sooo like.
i kinda like the idea of this cw system meaning i can just. do talk about explicit sexy stuff and personal things like that on the same account. so yeah. i'm gonna do that.

yes i have an asperger's diagnosis and what

ok i'm just gonna dump a bunch of my interests onto the tl and see if this matches up with people please shout at me if it does
- history and philosophy of science
- queer and social theory (ｔｈｅ ｄｉｓｃｏｕｒｓｅ)
- music, djing and production (nerdy electronic stuff thru disco and house and techno)
- kpop (trash)
- netrunner
- vidya and tabletop games (waypoint and fatt)
- yuuri on ice