solzi (moved) @scoliwings@awoo.space

i feel like if mind readers existed, and one read my mind, they'd somehow explode from the sheer speed of my thoughts

dream log 70: nightmares about being in a dystopian movie and being chased by a huge wall of black glacier, and being threatened right before i go to the restroom https://pastebin.com/RwAhpXGp

i finally figured out a new name for my new story where a girl makes a deal with a demon and ends up accidentally swapping bodies: transdemonal

(speaking of, are there portfolio websites with image descriptions >:|c)

i wonder if it'd be a good idea to include "hey i do image descriptions and content warnings" in my art account's description, though there's only so much space bios have...

maybe i can make an actual portfolio website someday and include that tidbit

i can't see anything as being inherently gendered or binary, not anymore

gender is what you make out of it, and what i'm making my self expression out to be is that everything i wear, everything i express, everything i do, is....... just me. not masculine nor feminine

my aim when i initially began cutting my hair shorter was never to look more boyish or masculine, it was to look less girlish and feminine, and that shouldn't necessarily have to equate to being more masculine somehow

in other ways, i actually began presenting *more* femininely than i ever had in my entire life before being openly nonbinary so fuck people thinking long hair is inherently girly anyways

like just what the hell

i thought i'd be okay with people thinking my avatars were boys a long time ago but it bothers me more than i thought it would

i actually kind of feel like they're more feminine than masculine, somehow, and... i dunno, it just feels weird to have people tell me otherwise, after being called a girl irl for so long

but boy-ness shouldn't be the default for anybody with short hair and a flat-looking chest

just cleaned part of my bedroom's floor

... i'm the type of messy who only leaves messes that they can clean up in less than a hour, huh

(heheh)

some days i intensely feel like chillaxing and other days i'm just like

FUCK THAT

I'M GONNA DO ***SHIT***

HUP HUP HUP HUP HUP

huge shoutout to a single tutorial i found on flipnote hatena when i was like eleven that showed me how to animate smoothly and easier and all the basics

from there, i began heavily studying how others animated

i've never forgotten it ever since and it's helped me so much in developing my animating skills and i hope the person who made that tutorial is doing very well now

*powering up like dragonball guy*

YAAAA

I FEEL MY ANCIENT ANIMATOR POWERS REVIVING

procreate sure is weird when it comes to animating!

still better than every other mobile animation app i've encountered so far

update: OOPS MADE ANOTHER ICON

...this one was somehow *harder* than the other one

i feel a bit drunk on power now... i could try doing animated icon commissions sooner than i thought.......

caw caw caw caw caw caw

ANIMATED ICON CHANGE

i'm pretty sure masto has the option to change icons into non-animated if it bothers you