this right here is why i've never considered opening myself up for commissions, purely because my brain doesnt like it when i try to draw anything other than One Specific Character i have
art grumbling, Symptoms tm
brain: draw thing!
me: no
brain: D R A W T H I N G!
me: fine will you shut up if i draw thing?
brain: YES! draw thing! draw thing NOW!!
me: okay i guess i'll draw then--
[several hours and many sketches later, no progress made whatsoever]
brain: oh ugh ew all of these suck. forgot that we dont like drawing humans.
me: does this mean you will shut up now?
brain: still want to draw the thing, but also, don't want to draw the thing anymore.
[image ID: A drawing of Ciaran, a brown and red colored Exo, standing in front of an orange background. They are wearing brown and black themed Titan armor, and their optics and parts of their leg armor are glowing brightly. They are also holding a white-hot fiery polearm. /end ID]
drew my 'sona as a Titan, and wielding a polearm, because while I love the warhammer... They're a Warlock by trade initially and polearms are quite graceful.
like this isn't meant as an "oh no" negative kind of post, if it were i would have tagged it as such, it's more of a like "need stimulation but requre energy for said activity(ies) however the desire for such is also lacking"
21 • it/they/he
A robot chimera that learned how to use a computer.