Screaming
Things are Interesting and Potentially Terrible but also Potentially Not Terrible and I am too exhausted to actually write all the things and I can't scream irl so please excuse me while I scream here.
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I want to take a bath but don't have a stopper for my bathtub drain, so I spent the last 10 minutes googling for a solution.
But everything the internet gave me were about stopping kitchen sinks and I was like "I don't need that I already have a kitchen sink stopper!"
So anyway I'm going to facepalm myself, move the stopper from one room to the other, and then go take a bath.
OKCupid, Kink Mentions, MH (-)
I think the worst part about this whole OKC thing is that the people who are most affected by their stupid decisions are the people who don't have alternatives. It's not like you can be like "hi I'm a pansexual trans enby switch who likes waxplay" on match.com.
My depression is telling me that this is yet another piece of evidence that I'm going to die alone because I'm broken and not a Normal Person and I'm telling my depression to fuck off by playing CatQuest.
American Medical Insurance Whee
To be fair this is still a massive improvement over my last insurance company and now I have the contact for the person who knows what's going on instead of having to deal with reps who are confused and not sure which level support to forward me to.
But having my PCP be potentially be 40 minutes away is going to be rather annoying.
(There may be one only 20 minutes away, assuming said doctor passes their Gender Training next month. So they are working on this.)
American Medical Insurance Whee
So when my insurance company says "we have a team of dedicated case workers who will help trans and gender non-conforming folks navigate our systems" and "we have an extensive network of doctors who are trained with gender issues" they mean "we have one very overworked woman working with all trans members b/c only she is trained to deal with our arcane bullshit" and "yeah so your PCP is now in Northgate because that's the closest doctor who knows about gender".
stack of illusions and glamours and dreams piled up on top of a fox type thing // they/them, or she/her when exactly three corvids are present