katt, migrating 🌟 🌈 @starkatt@awoo.space

(And now I'm having a weird moment of "oh actually *I'm* pretty young. I guess I tend to spend time in social circles where most people
are older than me?)

I have a vague feeling like Awoo skews fairly young? How old are y'all?
(I'm 25)

Shout-out to that time in highschool when I went to the mall and tried to convince people I was a time traveler.

I've been wanting to write a limerick about annilingus for literal months but I could never quite figure out the rhymes before today.

It might be kinda nice if there was a way to prompt people to read the About page for an instance before registering​? I get the sense a lot of cultural conflicts I'm seeing or hearing about are due to people not realizing they're entering niche communities where expectations of behavior are not what they are in the overculture.

Does softblocking work on #Mastodon ?

My girlfriend, a beautiful lass
(great at sex, near the top of her class)
said "you ate out my front,
made full use of my cunt,
now please bury your face in my ass."

Every once in a while I have to remind myself that BP2 /doesn't get better/. This is just gonna be what my life is. Meds make it bearable but that isn't the same as being cured, and even then bads still bubble up.

And that's part of why I don't really like the term "mental illness". Illness sounds like something that comes over you and can be cured, rather than something that's baked into who you are.

I can't tell if I'm lowkey dissociating or just really tired from last night (is there a difference?) but either way I feel disconnected and also kinda sad. It's bedtime and I'm hoping sleep will help.

...except that I gotta get up and deal with the whole work thing tomorrow, early. Not exactly the best for mood resetting.

I guess these random sads are some of the least severe they've ever been (thnaks, meds) but it still kinda sucks?

Satisfying: putting up a May Day poster across the street from a literal statue of Lenin
(as well as many others nearby)

I really enjoy that I'm entering​ social spaces where people call each other "comrade" without irony :)

One thing federation makes me worry about is instances that are spun up on a whim without commitment to hosting/maintenance/moderation on the part of the admin. I feel like people who join online social spaces have an implicit (possibly unjustified) expectation that the space will last indefinitely, but I don't know if every admin wants to be signing up to do the work indefinitely.

I don't understand people who bring drinks out to the dance floor at clubs. How are you supposed to dance while holding one hand still and trying not to dump your drink? Dance without enthusiasm maybe? Clubs have booths!

Dance like the world is ending, because it always already is.

(erm, to clarify, I knew beforehand she was cis)

Met someone new today and had to restrain myself from telling her "you're so cute I'd almost think you were trans".

I've *never* seen a speaker lose an audience as quickly and as thoroughly as the woman at this BLM rally who said we need to "stop all these illegal immigrants coming over our borders to rape black women". WTF.

Boys in skirts are good.
Men in dresses are good.
Yes.