negative; losing the drive to do things, light nsfw
i guess it's the Depression(tm) but like.. i don't have a creative drive anymore. i'll think of very loose, one-sentence concepts, but i can't act on them.
i'm just barely able to write chapters for my one fic on ao3, but even then they're maybe a minute's read
drawing is way difficult, i just.. have no inspiration and can't find reason TO draw. "draw for yourself" but what if i don't want what i can make
my sex drive is pretty much gone, too. and that used to be like, a big thing for me. like drawing.
i wish i could fix it.
here are some nice waterfowl i took photos of
#photography #birds #ducks #geese
fun fact: the goose isn't even native to north america. we have no idea how it got here.
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i guess i should introduce myself again since its been a while
hewwo??? #introductions ????
hi i'm tenta i'm a myriad of undiagnosed medical problems disguised as a cat
- i'm fuckin uhhhhhh #furry
- i live in south-central texas
- i'm #queer babie but if u wanna get technical i'm grey-ace/grey-aro nonbinary
- i used to do #art a lot but presently my mental state is Too Fuckening Awful for me to do anything except write selfship #fanfic
- i have real bad #adhd (type inattentive) with rsd and Boy Howdy i am probably the most least-functional adult you'll ever meet
henlo i'm tenta i'm a big cat
catterfly drew my icon and i'm love her???
my shitposts are at @meow@berries.space