kasran, fourier transfemme @typhlosion@awoo.space

i just wanna buy destiny merch before it goes away

the only thing worse than having to make a customer service phone call to sort out a thing is not even being ABLE to make a phone call so you have to submit an email ticket

hello welcome to the corner of autism avenue and special interest street i haven't been this excited for anything in a long time. i wasn't this excited for christmas. i couldn't even sleep much last night i am so pumped for witch queen

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two 3s in a row... dare i say it... am i getting better at this

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yeesh

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oops, skipped a few days. oh well

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kasran's sage wisdom for today: don't confess a crush when you've just woken up and haven't taken your pills yet

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ill get one in 3 again one of these days

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YEESH

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sheesh

I DONT FEEL LIKE I AM ALIVE
I KNOW I AM BUT I DONT FEEL IT

WHEN ORPHEUS WENT TO HADES TRYING TO FIND EURYDICE I IMAGINE THIS IS WHAT IT FELT LIKE. CAPITALISM IS WHAT IT FELT LIKE. THIS ENVIRONMENT IS INIMICAL TO LIFE. YOU ARE ALIVE BUT YOU'RE NOT REALLY ALIVE, YOU'RE JUST GOING THROUGH THE MOTIONS
YOUR HEART AND BRAIN AND MIND ALL WORK BUT IT'S NOT REALLY LIFE, IT'S NOT REALLY LIVING

I MUST SCREAM AND I HAVE A MOUTH BUT SCREAMING WOULD BE uncouth, and we wouldn't want unprofessional behavior in the workplace, would we?

PUNISHED FOR PANICKING ABOUT HOW ALL MY BOSSES ARE DOLLS AND ILLUSIONS AND CARDBOARD CUTOUTS AND NONE OF THEM CARE ABOUT ME BEYOND AS A WORKER

SO I SCREAM IN TEXT AND I SCREAM IN MY HEAD AND I FROWN AND I GO ON A WALK AND I CAN'T CRY EITHER BECAUSE WHAT IF I'M CRYING DURING A MEETING AND SOMEONE ASKS ME WHAT I THINK ABOUT SOMETHING, I CAN'T CRY WHILE I'M ANSWERING, I HAVE TO PRETEND TO BE A GOOD COG WITH ALL MY TEETH POINTED IN THE RIGHT DIRECTIONS OR ELSE THEY'LL TELL ME I NEED TO TAKE PTO FOR MY MENTAL BREAKDOWN AND I ONLY HAVE SO MUCH PTO

HAHAHA HA
IT'S ALL ABOUT NUMBER GO UP NUMBER GO DOWN
I AM MY SALARY AND MY BILLS AND MY PTO AND MY CREDIT SCORE
I AM MY BIRTHDAY AND MY PAYDAY AND MY CARD'S EXPIRATION DATE AND THE DAY MY CAR NEEDS TO BE INSPECTED AGAIN
I AM MY PIN AND MY SSN AND MY EMPLOYEE ID NUMBER AND MY LICENSE PLATE NUMBER
SOMEDAY I WILL BE MY PENSION AND MY RETIREMENT FUND AND MY LIFE INSURANCE
AND THEN I WILL BE THE YEARS I WAS ALIVE ETCHED INTO A MISERABLE ROCK IN A MISERABLE FIELD

AND YOU'D BETTER NOT STOP TO BE HUMAN SOMEWHERE IN THE MIDST OF ALL THAT BECAUSE THAT'S UNPROFESSIONAL
AT BEST ITS A TRAGEDY AT WORST ITS A FIREABLE OFFENSE
AND GOD FORBID YOU GET FIRED OR ELSE YOU'RE NOT ALLOWED TO EVEN PRETEND TO BE ALIVE ANYMORE

I DONT FEEL LIKE I AM ALIVE
I AM ALIVE IN THE WAY A SINGLE CELL IN MY BODY IS ALIVE. DISPLAYING MANY OF THE TRAPPINGS OF LIFE, BUT FORCED INTO DEPENDENCE ON A SYSTEM I DO NOT UNDERSTAND. I'M A MUSCLE FIBER IN MOLOCH'S DICK. THAT'S ALL I'LL EVER BE
IT'S SO UNSPEAKABLY CRUEL
AND I CAN DO nothing.
by the time i realized how badly i was being abused i had fallen too far in line to get back out.
so i'm here now.

CAPITALISM STEALS SO MUCH MORE THAN YOUR FAIR WAGES IT STEALS YOUR TIME IT STEALS YOUR ENERGY IT SAPS THE BONE MARROW OUT OF YOUR SOUL AND LEAVES YOU A COMPLIANT HUSK

RIOT, MAKE THINGS, DO VIOLENCE, LOVE EACH OTHER, SAVE YOURSELF FROM THE HOLE I'M STUCK IN, ANYTHING IS BETTER THAN THIS