mh, hosting guests, etiquette (-?)
@Draekos No, it's definitely not just you. I had a friend once call me and ask if I'd give a cup of coffee in an hour and I felt like I was about to go into a panic attack, ended up saying no and sorry.
I do feel bad for that still, but in reality, I just don't function without some sort of plan, schedule or defined expectation and to my knowledge I do not have a medical reason as to explain why that is either. So no, you're definitely not alone.