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@matoakit
Good evening... or night, yeah, probably night. ^-^;;

Anyone has any experience with Udemy certificates?

I'm tempted to buy the machine learning course, more or less to have a certificate and can show employers that I can do it (because nobody believes me otherwise)

re: (~/-) Conflicted feelings / Unconfirmable trust / Emotional deadlock 

@Motodrachen
Aye, it's really tough. Part of the problem here is also the inability to act, so even if you want to trust and want to risk taking that step, you just can't. Trust has always been difficult for me, but lately I've found that being unable to make that choice is even worse than having trouble making it in the first place.

That has been stuck in my head for a week & needing to be articulated... now I'll try to curl and close my lookers, think there's a chance to relax now.

(~/-) Conflicted feelings / Unconfirmable trust / Emotional deadlock 

It's really difficult, to *care* about someone, to have them give you what you need & at the same time be afraid that they're just exploiting you, that it's a ruse or for their own personal gain. Afraid of being hurt, mentally or physically. Wanting so bad to just take a leap of faith, to finally know, but being forcefully grounded, unable to jump... & simultaneously being terrified of breaking your legs if you were even able.

@Katwolf Hi there and welcome. ❤️ You're definitely not the only one who's felt that way, especially lately, many myself included are just... exhausted, but this place is better, so hope it'll be good for you. ^-^

@maxinered
Same... while I respect the fight, I do not want this place to turn into birdsite Jr... and it would. It is important to do what is right, but the birdsite culture takes it to such an overzealous extreme that it becomes more about the fight itself than what is truly right.

@maxinered
There's people over there which I've had to mute just to protect myself, because they by forced engagement are put on my timeline on a regular basis with content I do not wish to see.

Much more is needed to save that place, but content warnings would be a good start.

Here I could post a NSFW piece with good conscience for the first time ever. This place is so much better.

(+) Artwork, NSFW, nudity 

A secluded spot in the sun, spread out, pancaking and just relaxing, thinking yourself all alone... not that company is necessarily unwelcome. ❤️

Zooms was not fast enough to catch up to time tonight and it got away, so post art tomorrow instead. ❤

@maxinered
Moo is NOT a burden! I am very happy to see the things moo makes. ❤

Remember the good old days where you had to choose whether you'd rather browse the internet or be able to recieve phone calls?

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