Little Blep Pupper @ulvra@awoo.space

Up "early"...
... time for snooze... ^-^;;

Moo, moo mooo...! ^-^ ❤

That's it for the stream tonight. Thanks to everyone who popped by, I hope you had fun. ❤️

Friday is upon us & it's time to stream! ^-^ Tonight alone again so we continue where we left off last week with a bit more Shovel Knight. ❤️
❤️ https://www.twitch.tv/ulvra ❤️

Another refsheet for a handsome hybrid. ❤️

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/28521735/ (Clean)
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/28521751/ (Adult)

https://www.weasyl.com/%7Eulvra/submissions/1676365/commission-refsheet-tommy-clean-version (Clean)
https://www.weasyl.com/%7Eulvra/submissions/1676366/commission-refsheet-tommy-adult-version (Adult)

Also yes... it's very dangerous to give a pupper who likes to bark 500 characters to bark with... ^-^;;

What I've been up to basically is a bit of a hard reset. I've been needing to change art programs for a bit, though been scared to do so, but I am working on that now, so I picked a project to try to get comfortable with it.

What I'm working on is a bust, something big but not too big which will get me through all my usual stages. I'm quite happy with it so far too, so I hope everyone else will be too once it's done. ❤️

Did some drawing today, continuing on my experimental project. So far going well, flat colours are done, next up is shading and effects, but not sure if I do those today.

Currently sitting here looking at it, looking for possible errors while pondering whether to start now and have to pause midway or pick it up another day.

Now just want to add. I have nothing against MILF stuff, after all, mums need love too, but it's a bit overdone to the point where it gets creepy.

Some wear the mum guise simply for the sake of fetish or kink, while others seek it as a shortcut to describe a thirst for a specific body type & potentially age, while ignoring that neither have anything inherintly to do with actually *being* a mum.

The MILF/DILF thing has become pretty much mainstream, but to me being a mum is a mental state & there's nothing inherintly sexual about it, in fact it's often counter productive to anything such.

The "mum paradox" as I call it, is when being a mum comes so naturally to you that you default to it, so any attempt at naughtiness devolve into mum-mode & end up going nowhere. It's especially problematic as a sub where you end up mothering who should be your dom, thus reversing roles.

This morning: Mental philosophy brought to you by Bob Ross. ^-^;;

Several years ago I came out of a long & rather bad depressive period. During that time I developed some darkness, the trouble is that darkness doesn't go away.

Now the good thing is that darkness is not inherintly bad, it can be good, but it has prerequisites to be so, some of which can be complex & difficult. That darkness is part of me now & in a way i need it, but I also need that something which makes my darkness a good one, but that's not easy & might even be impossible.

They haven't even shown us details yet, but the other night I dreamt of designing my perfect zoomer... I might be a little too excited for k-drives... ^-^;;
#warframe #pupperframe

Just a note: If I do not follow you or I end up having to unfollow, it is not that I do not want to engage or talk, it's merely that I can only handle so much input, but I will always still respond and it doesn't mean you're not a friend.

It's always been a bit weird to me how many furries are so open and willing to share intimate details of kinks and the likes, but at the same time I feel the urge to share similarly myself, to talk freely, so I guess I get it even if I don't really "get it"...? ^-^;; Still can't answer the question "should I?" though...

Sometimes when you need a treat, you just have to squat down and suck. ❤️

Life's too short to be a butt, though butts are still nice. ❤️

Artist's inadequacy is a bitch, but then you sit down, draw and what you create make you happy and you just want to share, yet it's not done yet, but you just feel so excited to show anyway that you almost can't wait. ^-^;;

Sometimes I really do consider the viability of just taking that gamble, hoping that it plays out right & knowing if it doesn't it'd be the end... but while I am desperate, I am not *that* desperate, at least not yet...

Now I say that it'd be a "death sentence" & their response is that things aren't as bad as they come across in the media... however they're bad enough & they're getting worse, plus even if that wasn't true it is still my perception, the source of my anxiety of it all, so true or not, does that not make my fears valid...?

Fact of the matter is that I'd have to sacrifice much of what has kept me alive & gamble my life on the good faith of another.