alcohol, cbd, mental health
Abstaining from booze for a month in conjunction with a restricted calorie protein-based diet. Also bought a ginormous supply of CBD to assist with the general anxiety I typically alleviate with booze. I'm tempted to take it as little 2oz shots, though I know that is "A Bad Idea."
Will be interesting to see if this has an effect on my mood. I take Wellbutrin, and I understand there is a bit of a...um...**contraindication** with alcohol.
mh, rx (-)
[Personal experience follows; others' experiences may vary significantly.]
Atomoxetine (Strattera) is absolute garbage (for me). I gave it an extended trial run, w/increased dosage, and all I got for it was continued-to-worsened difficulties concentrating, increased agitation & anxiety, and frequently impaired urination.
awful furry humor, meta kink ref, shameful parody
(Apologies to Stephen King and just about anyone else who reads this.)
I do not headpat with my hand. They who headpat with their hand have forgotten the face of their sona. I headpat with my *paw*.
I do not vore with my mouth. They who vore with their mouth have forgotten the face of their sona. I vore with my *maw*.
I do not kink with my genitals. They who kink with their genitals have forgotten the face of their sona. *I kink with my heart*.
fiction, FA, shameful self-promotion
I've been working on some narrative to give context to a sequence of images I had commissioned from Ficus last fall. Ostensibly a tale about transformation, the TF itself is just of a catalyst for exploring some potentially heavy metaphor.
The tale may be a bit emotionally intense. Then again, I am not a writer by any stretch, so your mileage may vary; reading this may instead be the literary equivalent of licking sandpaper.
musing, online vs offline lives
Ultimately, it feels as though there just is not enough of me to go around.
This is quite curious, as before, I would have generally felt there was far too much of me than I cared for.
musing, online vs offline lives
At the same time, though, I don't want to give up either. Even though I've only been involved in these certain virtual social circles (such as here) for less than a year now--and despite my recent inability to maintain a constant presence in some of them--they have become almost as important to me as if they had been there all along.
musing, online vs offline lives
I feel like part of me has split-off and formed it's own identity, but not one that is completely independent. I am aware of both sides at any given time--the issue comes when I have to rectify my availability in one world with that of the other, and I fear at times it may be slowly eroding the stability of my original life.
musing, online vs offline lives
Does anyone else experience a marked disparity between their social presentation and experiences in the online world in comparison to their day-to-day lives in offline meatspace? How do you address it and find balance?
Over the past half-year-plus, I seem to have developed a markedly different self from the one I maintain day-to-day for in-person interactions. While realizing that this is not uncommon in general, I am genuinely curious as to others' experiences.
meme, alcohol, furry art
My humiliation for your entertainment.
https://awoo.space/media/f6SgYKMyj4h0XIUC678
still from music video featuring egg imagery
Still from Front 242 "Headhunter" (1988).
Music video directed by Anton Corbijn. https://awoo.space/media/f4kM-Kr_vtQjjsIZJn0
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