wolfe but sad @wolfgang@awoo.space

sad and worried

sad wolfdog time

also she is a grade a charlatan. told me not to get my covid vaccine booster shot (which i went and got anyway) -- because she claims it might cause my autoimmune issues to worsen "and then it'll be really difficult to get you out of it! but if you get covid? i can get you out of that really easily!" actual quote.

she literally claimed she can cure covid using herbs and diet. covid. a disease that humanity has known for less than two years. but she already knows what the cure is. yeah. right. 🙄🙄🙄

i've been on her weird diet for two weeks, and been taking her weird pills and weird potion thing for one week, and so far there's no noticeable difference

if there's no improvement by the next time i see her (at the end of the month), i'll probably cancel the appointment so i don't have to keep paying for something that doesn't work

i am Lonely and Depressed and my roommate is with their family and my only other physical-space friend is otherwise busy

@makyo i think there's a bug, cause the "preorder paperback" button shows a form for preordering the ebook

basically i wanna go back to sleep but i have one (1) appointment this afternoon and sleeping now will disrupt my ability to get there

energy levels today: -5

hearing ambulance sirens and resisting the urge to howl along

@Siph mood

(re)reading restless town by @makyo and it's just....... wow. i feel like those stories speak to me on so many different levels and i'm so glad and grateful that they exist

idk if it worked

the grave realization that i spent most of my 20s trying to learn how to seem more neurotypical in conversation

i was hoping this dizziness and difficulty moving and tiredness whenever i wake up would go away after quitting weed, but just like my love of stupid jokes and my general stupidity, it was never the weed causing it

basically everything is bad kthxbai