wolfe but sad @wolfgang@awoo.space

my actual legal and everyday name is a hebrew word and not in any way intuitive for english speakers, so at starbucks so far i've been using a generic "western" name that starts with the same letter and used to be a nickname of mine with friends 10 years ago

but it always felt a bit.... outdated; like, i'm no longer that person who had that nickname in 2012 and almost no one's called me that since then

and so today

i instead used the name "wolfe" and it: 1) worked i.e the cashier typed the name i said, and 2) made me feel all warm and fuzzy inside

so i guess i found my new starbucks name and possibly my new furcon name?????

today my insides hurt from being stressed my solution is tons of weed for both thank you for coming to my ted talk

why does every starbucks baked good taste like oranges 😩😩😩 4/10

@Cabtcougalope that still doesn't explain why prices in physical stores don't include local taxes though

so uh can someone explain to me why businesses in the us don't write prices that include all taxes or in fact any taxes at all?

correction: actually $20.10

also i need to eat food that's better for me; hence a $15 bowl of white rice and plain chicken that i ordered at a too-fancy-for-my-tastes restaurant

the stress (and excitement) from the trip to the pacific, together with last nights 3924024 kg of cheese, have utterly ravaged my bowels and my poor butt in the past few days and i think i might need to Chill The Fuck Out, possibly using cbt techniques or sth again

NOW✨
✨OPEN!
AwooO!

chicago deep dish pizza: 5/10 was completely different from what i know back home (which is basically deep fried thick dough pizza) but was still....... not extremely good. way way wayyyy too much cheese, and i didn't like how the sauce and the cheese were completely separate???? still, way better than any other deep dish pizza i've had

i don't want to come off as rude or passive aggressive or entitled but i also don't want to expend limited spoons on people i don't know

i wish i wasn't expected to smile when im having a neutral/positive experience with restaurant/cafe/supermarket/hotel/etc staff

these are unproductive thoughts; but i don't want to fall into the trap of toxic productivity

maybe all i really want is to be a wolf wandering the world with my pack for company and without the need or ability to use language with them

why did i get less than the amount i was supposed to from my insurance this month is it because i did a reversible stupid or an irreversible stupid?

also i think israeli sign and american sign might be related because the letters match up really well

not me learning american sign language basics so i could hopefully communicate with at least *some* people next time i go nonverbal

@else you could; probably not

*california dreamin' by the mamas and the papas playing on loop*