wolfe but sad @wolfgang@awoo.space

saw an Attractive Person standing in a balcony while i was waiting for the bus and now i feel Even Uglier oh yeah

anyway i kinda wanna not exist, so i guess i'll just use this momentum now to visit family in the suburbs and maybe i'll feel slightly better and maybe i'll still feel like shit afterwards who knows

bonus points if their writing lets me temporarily imagine i'm in a slightly better/cooler world than the shit one i'm stuck in at that moment

once in a while i find an author whose writing, no matter how cheesy or repetitive or unimaginative, just clicks for my brain, and i pretty much read everything of theirs i can get my furry little paws on

i've been reading too many kyell gold books lately and i have no intention of stopping now

is it gay if your tongues touch, slowly, gently, both of you slightly moaning from the sheer intimacy of the moment you're sharing?

i should probably brush my teeth and go to sleep

and even if someone does care they can't really help me; i'm just stuck feeling ugly and bad and useless and it's gonna stay like this for a while

also i'm pretty sure no one cares

anyway point is i'm ugly until further notice

i used to feel kinda ok with my body but then a few weeks ago i shaved all my body hair off cause i had crabs and i panicked, and now i look terrible and i want my god damn fur back already

haha looking at my naked body in the shower makes me even more depressed haha

it's that time of year again when i really wanna get a helix done; but i don't know how it'll work out with mask straps while it's still healing???

don't mind me i'm just feeling awful

i want to take a vacation from being stuck in this body

everything feels awful and i feel like a failure haha this is fine and normal isn't it i should just get used to this already

"so what do you want to do about it?"
"i want to be the kind of person who can wake up that early"
"...so, should i cancel the appointment?"
"yeah"

so yeah anyway i think i'll cancel that appointment and tell the guy that i literally can't make it before 13:00 and that's that