wolfe but sad @wolfgang@awoo.space

today i am going to:
* smoke weed
* feel terrible
* maybe make soup once the supermarket delivery gets here
* continue feeling terrible
* continue smoking weed

basically being who i wanna be is an impossibility because my mind and body are way too fucked up to ever be able to get there ✨

ooh gettin some real good wanna die vibes today

still feeling weird and i think i coughed like twice at night

been craving consensual sexual touch again lately. too bad i'm literally quarantined

am i feeling weird because i smoked too much weed? or am i feeling weird because i'm getting sick? or am i feeling weird because i just do that sometimes with no reasonable explanation?

nose a little ticklish and congested this morning

my throat feels a little sore this morning 🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃

my dad has covid. i was with him in the same room for a good 8 hours. god help us

feeling less terrible today

adentist i trust more than the previous one, said i don't need to pull out my wisdom tooth after all;

i agreed with a friend to go to a municipal swimming pool and walk me through the entire "going to the swimming pool" thing;

i did some physiotherapy exercises at my parents place;

and maybe my dad has covid and we don't know yet and who knows if i'm gonna get sick now -_-

@else i am in this photo and i don't like it dot jpeg

@Perkon probably not

@Perkon categorically no

feeling like i'm about to blow up

oh crap i have a phone appointment with my gp later today aaaaaaaa

anyway i can't do anything today if anyone needs me then no you don't need me

and then they called from the swimming lesson place where i no showed and asked why i didn't show up tuesday and i said נבצר ממני which literally just means "i couldn't show up" but extremely fancy and somehow they didn't argue

apparently buying shoes is too difficult and too traumatic yup this is great

went out with my roommate to buy shoes and came back home a wreck and went back to bed 👍👍👍👍👍👍👍

@Resni makes sense kinda