wolfe but sad @wolfgang@awoo.space

current mental state: had to check in to a hotel to be able to take a shower

doing financially stupid things in the hopes that it makes me feel less shit 👍👍👍👍👍

there is a non zero chance that i will be flying to america (and back) this month and possibly attending a furry con

irreparably broken as per usual

also yet another reason to not eat ✨

anyway i wish i was dead

oh no no i don't go for processed stuff. i much prefer the taste of the healthier, more natural, unprocessed trauma

yes definitely makes 100% sense to not eat because i feel fat, comma, a thing whomst is intrinsically Bad

im,,,, a burden on my community uwu

i wish once more to be unaliven

ok i guess i'll just lie in bed smoke weed and listen to the same britney spears cover on repeat

as the kids on tiktok say: it is i, i am bitches

well except for a literal fascist. yay.

i am everything that internet leftists taught me i should avoid and dislike

i am, as per usual, irreparably broken

the little that i ever wanted is unattainable, probably forever; and without it i have no motivation to do anything except wait until i die

anyway,,,, i wish i was dead

starting to look like i've missed the window of opportunity and he's probably gone and found himself something less depressing to do than spending time next to me and i really can't blame him cause id've done the same ​ ​ ​ ​ ​

a """friend""" has invited me over to watch him play video games; maybe i'll go and maybe i'll spiral instead and maybe i'll go and then spiral afterwards ​ ​ ​

i have felt one (1) positive emotion now i am cured of depression thumbs up emoji