Zeta Syanthis @zetasyanthis@awoo.space

Things that make me happy cry: The internet access code at this hotel is "safe". ;_;

I know a few of you will appreciate this art: https://lerrno.deviantart.com/art/teen-android-699514374

I first learned what being triggered was when I saw Trump's body language in the second debate, and it screwed me up really badly. Scary to realize that that's even more exactly him. D:

Just ran into this quote from Politico, and it's my dad to a T.

"he’ll get mad at a specific staffer or broader situation, unload from the Oval Office and then three hours later act as if nothing ever occurred even if others still feel rattled by it"

He'd regularly explode, then go to the office for hours, even days (sleeping in his chair) and would come home like nothing had happened.

Made myself write a little something re: Friday today. Not sure I captured it, really, but I tried. >.< https://zetasyanthis.deviantart.com/art/Unsafe-699098114

And oh man, this one on identity is amazing. https://themanbeneaththemask.deviantart.com/art/Identity-687954268

And this might be the saddest one. ;_; https://liveinfinitely.deviantart.com/art/Untitled-527873066

I just found a poem that touches depression more deeply than any I've ever encountered. https://pianoweb.deviantart.com/art/My-Falsehood-694440655

The peace is holding. <3

http://www.bbc.com/news/world-latin-america-40944329

I would not leave Suki behind either. http://www.popsci.com/pets-emergency-evacuations

Like, seriously, that did some real mental damage as far as feeling safe. >.<

Man, I have to tell you... After what happened to me on Friday, I am way on edge re: personal physical safety. D: Total hypervigilance mode. >.<

Just an FYI, I'm putting my poems up on Deviantart too, since I'm starting to try and reach a wider audience. :)

https://zetasyanthis.deviantart.com

And here's a new poem that I wrote back in March, but hadn't posted until today. (Gave myself some time to think it over before releasing it, due to the content.)

Yours
http://zetasyanthis.dreamwidth.org/27252.html

This is a good one to remember today.
Defeat is not surrender
http://zetasyanthis.dreamwidth.org/24224.html

Two days ago my therapist agreed that I should run for office. She begged me to publish my poetry. Today, I write. Because fuck this mess.

Also, they have sledgehammers now, which pleases me quite a lot. :)

Today is a good day to post both these links. First one is a tough, but very good read.

https://extranewsfeed.com/tolerance-is-not-a-moral-precept-1af7007d6376

https://degenderettes.com/order#baseball

It might take a few years for me to get that going, but I'm starting to work from here on out towards that goal.

On a completely random note, I've finally decided to run for elected office. I'm fucking sick of these so called 'leaders' like the 'Democratic party leadership', etc not standing up for actual humanity. And I'm going to do something about it.