fat kink thoughts, immobility
Barely mobile is one of my favorite states to explore. Being large enough that belly rests on ground, hips are wider than double doors, can't even reach past lovehandles... All while still being able to just barely walk. Having the freedom to go to any place in the house, but still needing to call out for help to DO anything.
fat kink thoughts, immobility, humiliation
If I'm in a particularly vulnerable mood and trust my partner a lot (and I mean a LOT) I can enjoy 'humliation' play like this. Being mocked, treated cruelly, etc. But most of the time, I'd just like subtle stuff... Like... sighing as I get stuck, tapping foot and staring at me if I ask for food before giving any to me, wobbling my tummy without asking, etc. All surrounded by smiles and hugs and cuddles.
introspection, kink: fat, immobility, humiliation, consentual non-con
The hardest part about this is the little.... misdirection that needs to happen in my subconscious to get around it. If I truly bring it on myself, then the illusion is broken. If I beg for it, or ask for it, then my subconscious doesn't process it the same way. Instead, I start to feel like I'm imposing and being greedy for my needs. So I need the kinkstuff to be forced on me, to some extent, ICly.
introspection, kink: fat, immobility, humiliation
Because really, it's all about being inconvenient but also loved and accepted despite it. Partly as metaphor for accepting my flaws... but also for just... accepting my eccentricities. The things that make me unique but not strictly bad. Exploring what makes me tick, and it not always being straightforward or easy, and not only something that I can be loved despite, but something I can be loved FOR. Because that part of me isn't going to change.