@Kyna The deck is feeling snarky today! Tarot of the Fae, Tell me the story of Kyna's Confidence to come. https://awoo.space/media/SGXaT-sxlgJ7nII92rw
The first card drawn is the Treasure of Myths. A comedy! The deck thinks your question rather silly. Pay little attention to the structure of this spread, because a Treasure spread is inherently random. But your story is a broad one. It speaks to deceptive dreams, purpose, multiple lovers, Assistance granted with intent...
@Kyna To me, it says that these are things that will aid you in your quest. Multiple eyes speak of intense focus, multiple Ultimates speak of intensity and difficulty of comprehension. But all throughout it, your blade will be guided by the assistance of your lovers.
-Didn't do the draw myself, obviously, since it's a one of a kind deck xP But did also send off an interpretation which I may as well add...
"What a silly question, querent. You search for the confidence of a loner. Something you once held dear, anchored in a feeling of having nothing to lose. Yet not all who wander are lost. Nor are you. The confidence you once had has shattered, an echo of a life which has shifted away from it. But you have found new love, new purpose. And from that, new confidence grows, as you make past the worries that plague you, yet bear no fruit."
@Kyna (I will totally give you a reading, though, just need a serious question~ )