Bleh :( 

Thoughts today of "Maybe it would be better if I buried these gender feelings away and never thought of them again", because, honestly, they're just dreams and I feel like I won't be able to achieve them.

I feel like that's the wrong thing to say, but I might just have to come to terms with never experiencing happiness. Sure there'll be times when I'll laugh, when I'll smile, but I'll never be actually happy, not really. I'm not as brave as I need to be to get there.

Bleh :( 

@icefoxx Can't tell you what to do but that usually doesn't end well.

Bleh :( 

@icefoxx And honestly it's damn overwhelming, yes, and sometimes can be risky. But often less than you might expect for both. It's doable.

Bleh :( 

@Doephin I... I can't see how it's doable right now. I can fantasize about it, but I can't see an actual path forward.

Bleh :( 

@icefoxx You're partially on it already. Talk to the therapist about it more to start. Know that even if you start transition your don't have to come out right away

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