aaaaagh having internet out is such a horrible experience when internet is your only way of interacting with people, especially when it's somehow out in a way that makes it so that I can _see_ things people say but I can't say things back and I get all that anxiety of "what if they get worried, what if they think we're in trouble or somethin gbecause we're not responding" and i can't even post this right now as i type it because of it and i have no idea when it's going to get fixed and aaaaaaaa

this is worsened by the fact that most of the things we do to help cope with stress require an internet connection... and when the stress itself is over not having an internet connection it kind of compounds on itself and just makes it way worse

i just want to at least know what the hell is going on