we now have a presence here again!
we did a bit of cleanup; we were in a really awful mental health state when we made this account.
quite a lot has happened since 2019!! we're now open about being plural, i realized i'm agender, we've been diagnosed with schizophrenia, and more!
quite a few of our friends migrated to fedi, so we figure there's no harm in getting this account up to date
@NerdSynth i don't think we remember who you are/were but hi!
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@Felthry aye, it's been quite a while!! we didn't post a whole lot; we made a few lewd posts and grumbled about bottom surgery being awkward as someone with a hyperspecific brand of dysphoria, but just kinda dropped off after a while due to social anxiety.
admittedly we don't know you bunch outside of fedi! but we do distinctly recall you making quite a lot of neat, interesting posts, which seems to still be the case!
@NerdSynth well i'm glad you think so! we plan to continue making interesting posts
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@NerdSynth and i hope your anxiety is more manageable now. i like seeing interesting people around! and you seem like interesting people
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@NerdSynth we're weird and i encourage others to be weird too! -F
@Felthry being weird is Severely underrated; it's often neat! sometimes it's really cute! sometimes it's really cool!
nowadays, now that most of the spaces we frequent are ones that celebrate weirdness, it's pretty hard for anxiety about it to linger for long! it's a very enjoyable sense of freedom~
@Felthry yeah, our mental health's been quite a journey over the past few years! we're getting medication and therapy nowadays, and while our brain's still certainly not the most stable, we're now much better at handling and navigating social interactions without our brain's baggage and oddities being too unmanageable.
also, thankye!! we used to be incredibly self-conscious about being a weird person, but nowadays we wear it with pride; being weird is pretty neat!