gosh... running my fingers through my hair and it is so good and it's getting longer and gosh
I'm noticing that I feel like doing this kind of stuff when I'm feeling happy and positive and comfortable, but when I get anxious and stressed I don't really feel like it - feels a little wrong but moreso I'm just not interested. I don't really know what that says, but that might just be a product of depression. The same thing happens to my sex drive after all.
@Fenreliania good feelings imo (the dressup thoughts)
@kit I took a selfie and i feel like I look really good as a guy today but I also felt cute and it makes me wanna dress cute too it's very good.
also I've been like thinking about girl stuff again and just gosh, I don't have a clue if I wanna be that or not just gosh, I wanna go to a girl's house and get dressed up and just try it out maybe.