re: mh theorizing
@KitRedgrave Dissociation can be many things.
My own experience with dissociation is when my mind accelerates into light speed focusing on a task, and my headmates and I started tagging in and out of fronting at such speeds that we lose track of who we are, the rest of the world falls away and I neglect self care for a few hours.
Strangely enough, I regard that as a generally positive thing.