self harm mh- 

there. punished myself. i deserved it. i dont want to be a bad person.

self harm mh- 

when will i learn that i only annoy people. when will i learn that i dont deserve to share the same spaces as everybody else. when will i learn that i am not welcome. when will i learn to shut the fuck up. either i die or i stop being myself because who i am is not good. i'll always be a monster or a fuck up. i'll always be out of place. i should only speak when spoken to and only what everyone else wants to hear. i just want to make other people happy.

Follow

re: self harm mh- 

@Gumby Your inner persecutor is cruel to you. You deserve a place with us in our friend circles, you're a good person and we love you.

hugs

· · Web · 1 · 0 · 1

re: self harm mh- 

@FreyaManibrandr i really don't feel like i deserve the sympathy. im the one who fucked up. it's my fault

re: self harm mh- 

@Gumby Self-compassion is always important. We all are going to make mistakes sooner than ever. It's best that we acknowledge that it happens, that we're not necessarily bad people because of it, forgive ourselves and move forward, pledging to move on.

re: self harm mh- 

@FreyaManibrandr i cant move past unless i know the other person is ok. i dont care about myself. i care about those i hurt because i never set out to hurt, i dont ever mean to

re: self harm mh- 

@Gumby hugs But have you ever thought about the possibility that you're hurting yourself by persecuting yourself?

re: self harm mh- 

@FreyaManibrandr i deserve to hurt. maybe it'll humble me or teach me to never step out of line

re: self harm mh- 

@Gumby Speaking from experience, cruelty is a poor teacher.

re: self harm mh- 

@Gumby Also, almost forgot this Hugs tight

Sign in to participate in the conversation
Awoo Space

Awoo.space is a Mastodon instance where members can rely on a team of moderators to help resolve conflict, and limits federation with other instances using a specific access list to minimize abuse.

While mature content is allowed here, we strongly believe in being able to choose to engage with content on your own terms, so please make sure to put mature and potentially sensitive content behind the CW feature with enough description that people know what it's about.

Before signing up, please read our community guidelines. While it's a very broad swath of topics it covers, please do your best! We believe that as long as you're putting forth genuine effort to limit harm you might cause – even if you haven't read the document – you'll be okay!