self harm mh-
when will i learn that i only annoy people. when will i learn that i dont deserve to share the same spaces as everybody else. when will i learn that i am not welcome. when will i learn to shut the fuck up. either i die or i stop being myself because who i am is not good. i'll always be a monster or a fuck up. i'll always be out of place. i should only speak when spoken to and only what everyone else wants to hear. i just want to make other people happy.
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@Gumby Your inner persecutor is cruel to you. You deserve a place with us in our friend circles, you're a good person and we love you.
hugs
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@Gumby hugs But have you ever thought about the possibility that you're hurting yourself by persecuting yourself?
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@FreyaManibrandr i deserve to hurt. maybe it'll humble me or teach me to never step out of line
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@Gumby Speaking from experience, cruelty is a poor teacher.
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@Gumby Also, almost forgot this Hugs tight
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@FreyaManibrandr i cant move past unless i know the other person is ok. i dont care about myself. i care about those i hurt because i never set out to hurt, i dont ever mean to